Friday, 17 Nov 2006 (Fine)

A day I think is ok to have my blog updated.  Today is my last day stay in SNS office in DCA building here… Yup…19 weeks (about 4 months more) having my industrial training here and will end up after today… …err…don’t know why…but…got this intangible and unnatural feeling just appear bothering around…(hey hey! I’m not the one who gonna get retired in 55 years old!!)  …just feel want to…and hard to face them… (Shit! What the hell is going on with me!? No…No! Men should shed blood, not tear!! (Editor: Who knows maybe got somebody hope u better quickly get out from here… =p)) …aih~ maybe I got influenced by the “3rd bro’s” big family story… haha… A family that contained big bro (boss), 2nd bro (En. SM), 3rd bro (Mr Allen Lo), and others friendly sibling.  However, this family has some problems of hidden war… To remain his justice, 3rd bro is trying the best he can to protect the relationship of every family member… He said he would use his “tu lung” knife to kill those terrorists inside this family to control that hidden war… (if u r interested in this story, u may view his blog which its link is at left bottom side of this blog named “Towards a New Frontier”) …I’m just an outsider who suddenly joined this family along this few months.  There isn’t any challenging training schedule for a trainee and no allowance though…still will feel like hard to leave… (Sounds like I like here very much but actually no lar…I just can’t understand myself will have such feeling at the situation right now…and same also the last day in primary school, 2ndary school, and even Everrise during my part time work)… Anyway, there is more difficult and challenging world for me to go after this…It might easy for you but me not cuz I’m just an average person.  Well…wish me (and also all of you) luck in future…~GAMBATE!! 

C ya!!